Yin
peek through the clouds

take me to the sky

11:42:00 pm i begged. i cried. i shouted. i wept. i whispered. i tuned out. i listened. i heard. i spoke. i saw. i turned away. i tried. i reached out. i hesistated. i pushed. i pulled. i ignored. i emphathise. i did.

didn't you realize? that all i am doing, is for you, you and you? when is it going to be my turn?

sometimes, i care too much for people who doesn't care about themselves. and it hurts so bad.

10:35:00 am

12:36:00 am note to self:

it's the dead of the night and the recurring nightmares starts to strike.
how did things turn this way and that?
the past is the past you advocate.
but what makes the present and the future IS the past.
will i be able to turn my present into a better future?
highly doubt so. because, the past will still haunt.
things could have been done that way, so why didn't you do it that way?
it suffers for your selfishness. it could have been realized. but it did not.

shame on you. shame on you. shame on you.

p.s. don't ask friends, don't ask.

7:23:00 pm
i know i know, it's been too long. 2007 is here already! alot has happened since my 21st birthday.

island fling (funny)
hard core mugging (who said uni is a breeze compared to a levels; up yours)
ah-ma's death ( i do i do i do believe in you i do. i miss u ah-ma, but i've been praying for u)
my restored faith in nichiren shoshu
tokyo trip (my solo backpacking experience. it was funky)
the birth of little nicky (xinyi's 1st born & my first godson)
singapore for 3months
internship @HSBC
drinking & vices
balacalava
M.O.S
clinic
zouk
sentosa
cafe del mar
chinese new year
bedok mak chor mee
valentine day
back in perth for the last uni semester
staying with russell barton & jill barton & bradley + bridget those adorable kiddos
moved into east perth
found a position in a tax accounting firm
mambo red 2007 (my last mambo?)
road trip to esperance with lynn shiwei jiesen chris adrina zariq shura farah
tax mid sem approaching
the great job hunt
the dilemma of permanent residency in perth versus the banking job in singapore & family

black friday the 13th abodes bad news; a skater punk skated on the main road in perth city and lost control making his skateboard run into my car. now, my bumper hangs loose on the left side and there goes more money. f*ck.

lots of pictures but u can see them in friendster. hooray for 100pictures uploading!

i have to mug now; my tax mid-sem is 35% and logical yin tells me that lots of studying is required.

tell me, why am i blogging again? lol. yin, the contradicting lass - welcome back yo'll!